The concerns made her and her husband—whom she calls QB, adding he became also the son of the group's chief—manufacture a “intercourse time desk” to motivate with their intimacy concerns, namely because her husband became going between the Pacific Northwest and Wilmington—the place she filmed One Tree Hill—plenty.

“Because I became so disinterested in intercourse, I became then asked to breeze on a time desk,” she told host Alex Cooper. “Veritably of esteem, 'You staunch must attain it. Honest appropriate attain it. This is your responsibility. This is your job as a wife. Your emotions will fall in line. While you attain it sufficient, then someway, you might possibly fetch a manner to revel in it.'”

Bethany admits she participated in the routine “in narrate to preserve the peace in my marriage,” but that the time desk contributed to her dread and unhappiness in the relationship colorful that they’d must preserve to the time desk after she picked him up from the airport when he received motivate into city.

“My abdominal dropped each and each single time,” she acknowledged. “Truly, it truly affected my relationships afterwards—esteem, other boyfriends after I needed to breeze pick them up from the airport. I had so a lot PTSD from showing up at the airport to witness him colorful that I became gonna must start this intercourse time desk for the following, esteem, two weeks or three weeks or whatever.”

Though Bethany didn’t indicate the identification of “QB,” she notes the two had a daughter together. She became previously married to musician Michael Galeotti for 5 years ahead of the couple divorced in 2012. They fraction 13-year-light daughter Rosie.

E! News has reached out to Michael for comments, but has no longer heard motivate.

Having a witness motivate on that time in her existence, Bethany admits that she and her husband “didn't like plenty on the total,” but that she felt esteem she'd “bustle out of alternatives” when it came to finding a partner because she couldn't date a non-Christian or any individual out of doorways the community, so her relationship with QB “turned into this kind of organized grief.”

Nonetheless no topic the grief, Bethany did admit that she felt empathy for her ex husband.

“It's so unhappy because he—esteem the heart-broken man never had a shot,” she shared. “[He] became raised by this narcissist. He's thrust into a wedding with a lady that's no longer upright for him. He's doing the greatest that he can.”

She added, “It became staunch a large number at some level of.”

And while Bethany reiterated that it became the inappropriate marriage for both of them, she did add it became exhausting to possess so negatively about it, “because I truly like an amazing daughter, and so, is anything inappropriate?”

The Dexter alum also detailed her existence with the community in her upcoming memoir Dinner for Vampires: Life on a Cult TV Indicate (Whereas Also in an Precise Cult), the place she describes how she ended up joining in the first self-discipline.

“I had repeatedly been searching out for to search out a self-discipline to belong,” she told Of us. “It restful looked normal after which it staunch morphed. Nonetheless by the level it started morphing, I became too a ways into the relationships to behold.”

Nonetheless, about 10 years after joining, she stumbled on that something became off about the neighborhood and realized she basic to fetch out.

“The stakes had been so excessive,” she acknowledged. “They had been my very best guests. I became married into this community. I had built my entire existence around it. If I admitted that I became inappropriate—all the pieces else would approach crumbling down.”