Taylor Frankie Paul is grappling with the realities of coparenting.

The Secret Lives of Mormon Greater halves huge name shared a inclined put up reputedly referring to her damage up with Dakota Mortensen, with whom she shares 9-month-inclined son Ever Just correct, and the blueprint she’s navigating being some distance from her son on his first Christmas.

“Chaos to pure silence,” the Tiktoker—also mom to daughter Indy, 7, and son Ocean, 4, with ex-husband Tate Paul— wrote over a tearful video. “Wouldn’t need this anxiousness upon any individual, even as you occur to’re there achieve terminate a pressure, yowl, shout, the truth is feel the anxiousness, because I promise warding off this would possibly perchance occasionally perchance per chance produce it powerful worse.”

She captioned the put up, “I was advised you obtained thru this once, you’ll obtain thru it again,” alongside hashtags for loss, relationships and coparenting.

For his share, Dakota shared a clip with Ever as he opened his first Christmas reward, captioning the put up, “He’s the most efficient reward I’ll ever need in my lifestyles. I indulge in being a dad.”

And when a fan commented on Taylor’s put up referencing Dakota’s video, Taylor spoke back, “Correct snug he can hold his day with him.”

Plus, she has a full legion of improve in the relieve of her, from followers and chums alike.