Drew Barrymore is doing a bit wishful thinking when it involves the ragged family dynamic she as soon as dreamed of.

The focus on brand host, 50, who divorced husband of four years Will Kopelman, 46, in 2016, impartial impartial as of late gave insight into how she felt post-separation.

“The whole lot to me became very devastating,” she outlined on the March 21 episode of The Drew Barrymore Issue. “[It] took me a prolonged time to rep better from if it wasn't within the ragged family dynamic that I swore I would form for my family because I didn’t develop up that arrangement.”

Drew, who shares daughters Olive, 12, and Frankie, 10, with Will, continued to utter how her experiences increasing up—with her estranged mom Jaid Barrymore and actor father John Drew Barrymore, from who she emancipated herself from at age 14—accept as true with impacted how she feels this day.

“It's uncommon stuff tackle that,” the 50 First Dates actress reflected. “It's soup must you're sick. I be acutely aware all the younger folks in college would toddle into the remark of job to name their folks after they had been sick and I could well never rep a protect of any one. And I became so jealous of those younger folks who would name and be tackle, 'Mother, Dad, come decide me up.' I factual would sit there and be tackle, 'What's that tackle?'”